Being a girl is the best damn thing.
Japanese set meals & sashimis makes my tummy smile
Get high on life.
forget ciggies slash drugs
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nafa.
32 nike slippers.
strap aldo heels.
boots
lengthy big hair
belt.
beach hat.
the $200-$300 spec.
shoooooes
get good grades.
khatam Quran.



nano
kin
afann
ayu
ziella
fit
azie
ema
farna
belle
yas
pis
SORRY IM JUST BAD AT DOING LINKS :(

"buto"
"pala buto"
"sial"
k i accept all of it.
from you.
& to noe tt its actually for me makes me feel so filthy.
Like im so filthy that thats haw u describe me as.

im like so super full of wrong things.
im not ur angel already.


my hands are shaking right now.
I have to type with my face very close to the keyboard.


"You make me feel so beautiful"-me.
Now I feel like an ugly duckling.
Im a piece of dirt for u to wrap & throw away.
You like to pick on my flaws & whenever
I hear each & every one of it from u ,it makes
me feel uglier.
an uglier ugly duckling.
Is it that obvious ?is it written on my face?


I thought ure my hero.
Its so helpless.
its not right.


It hurts.
Make me feel like ur baby again.
make me feel like ur little princess again.
treat me so dearly & make me feel save again.


Haw it feels when i ve to wait for u everyday
till the wee hours for u to come back & then
left with a few mins till u get sleepy.
& then i get mad cus I just want ur attention
after a whole day without u.
& u scold me for getting mad.
Its not fair.


You leave me twice when im not ok.
I didnt hear your soft words when I cried
on the phone.
Where else could I go to?
& ur mum came in e picture ,its embarrrasing.
You want ur mum to see me like haw u see me.
u re revealing all my flaws to her.
It hurts so much.
U dont know.


I wana fly away.
fly away & just admire u from far.
take away all the burden from u.
which is me.
..
..
..
..
Its killing me~
killing me softly.






I love you so much.
after what we ve done for us.
After what u ve done for me.
buying me my favourite mcspicy meal at 1am & send it to
me at the stairs just cus ur baby was hungry .that was our shortest
meeting time -5 secs :)
surprising me n waiting for me to come back
from work under my block just so u could see me & hug me.




I dont wana lose the love i ve found.
Its not fair ,what u want ,what I cant.

sorry i wrote it here.
its just too much things goin on.

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