my name is annana.

BODY GO

goodbye Coloured hair
hello natural colour .actually ,I
dont know if its my natural colour.
Bahahh!
wateve~

BEWARE:Long long story one.

You know ,I really think that 2008 is not a blardy good year for
me .Alot of shyts happen to me & I ve got a lot in my mind.
Starting of first with my family ,my school & myself.
Yeah ~Everything now is like a ,like a really loooooooooooong
dammit roller coaster ride .EVERYTHING.
Im not trying to seek sympathy here but its really been ,i must say,
quite emotional for me :)*malu* hehs.
say i know I am one kind of a girl but everything that you guys
want from is everything that`s not what is made up of me.
Gee~
Im doing my laundry myself now :)mine is seperated from everyone else.
I don`t know why.
& I come home with no one smiling or greeting me .Ooh ,im
invincible yeah:) Everyone gets a choc sundae xcept for me.
No sharing :):):)
& currently ,im sleeping at the living room .Noone asked why though..
Some EGO guy bust my
only fan down when I came home & I ,will nver EVER fix it :)
I do things for myself & Im working secretly.
some xtra cash for myself .No sharing .*ha ha!*~& I ve got
an offer to another P/T job .Good daily pay:):) something to do with Art too.
Im not living in hell .Just that I don`t
feel belonged & cared here~Is it me ?partly.
Everyone have their favourite kidd & Im glad I have 2 little rascals to be
happy abt:)
& ,you used to be my favourite companion at home big guy ,but
there`s no click no more :( I`ll still miss Harun:)
Gf ,don`t look up for me when u had a tiff with him.
I tried to say hi nw but u don`t bother cus u`re content.
Wiwy is so much nicer.
But u`re still a friend ya.

How i got Nafa is GOSHH .Noone here wants me there but I did it.
ha ha ~i went to pleading & beggin & cryin` & made promises.
bt that`s what I havta do.
No ,I don`t care at all .Thing is ,I got in~:)
He still won`t talk to me even after I registered there.
he is seriously not happy & keep askin`"wht u re gona do in 2 yrs time?"
my funny ans 2 myself "my last yr in nafa?like TERRR".
i didn`t ans him tt qns till today.

Nyahahhh ~friends really do have my back. I could just talk to them.
Spill evry single shyts I hav .At the same time ,I have amirin`s shoulder
to cry on & I hav akak & mami to talk to .All of the above are my family.
Yyyaay!~syukur :)

I think I m a happy-go-lucky ?ha haha.
yeah !~& am dangamok too.
& I love myself ,even with insufficient boobs. Geehe.
That`s why my lappy is overloaded w pictures!
Thank you to You above for making me
somethin` beautiful:):)I love Allah!
Pls lead me to the right path for I am tryna changin`myself
for You ,my beautiful religion & my future:)

I know sometimes I wear unappropriate clothes.
I know ,I know :(:(:( step by step can?
& I havta watch my language:)
I havta fill my mind with Peace.
YAY!~GOODJOB GIRL!
im peaced now .weEeeHEheHE.

Who I look up to?
sounds ridiculous tau ;Kat Von De & Avril Lavigne.
They are both the same ,just tt one`s abt bodyart & another`s all abt music.
I`ll be like them .They have alot of flaws too but dammit
they re living the lifestyle of the rich & famous .Insya`allah.
Cus they have burning passion .They re determind to prove
their family tt they`re chasin something worth it .They are 2 of the
strongest & youngest successful ladies I ve ever come across.
the struggles to prove & make things understood.
Im really proud of them seh.
sheese~

Let all the hopes
Spread all the dreams
my Cinderella story sings
When do you think they`ll finally see
that im the best damn thing their eyes
have ever seen.

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