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Sunday, May 18, 2008
Im so frustrated ,angry wateve wateve~I think im better off dead in this house:) Im fcuken mad I can`t think of any good reasons to survive anymore. Really .Im not kidding~ Noriz birthday party was fabBbbbbbbbbbulus. their family bond was like super close. When I look at them just nw I was like :( what a happy loving family:( now mama cabut the phone s tali so I can`t make any phonecalls at night :( :'( that`s why I don`t like to step into this house .If I could pay for my education myself, I would ve left this plaace so long ago~ saba na. Aku mcm nk sujud pat kaki mama & aba & just cry. pls love me .Love me like u really love me. Not love me because im ur kid. :'( :'( ana penat mama .penat sekali. da penat sgt nak fight thru all this. ana penat nak tinggikn suare ana. ana penat nk buat dosa dgn mama & aba. ana nk mati bole? Thank you friends .gundus~ you guys alway give me hopes. & full of surprises:) like e seaahorse. & thanks to jess too~ & im sorry amirin .That I cant be with you everyday .Im sorry I alway make u wait for my call. Its part of me that u wont understand. part of my life that I knoe you cant stand. Im sorry .Im sorry amirin if I have too many flaws .Im sorry i havta pay for me own bill .Im sorry sometimes i blurt out things tt shud be kept shut. Im sorry if I cant meet you when u miss me too much .Im sorry amirin .Im sorry I alway dont have the perfect ans to you .Im sorry tt im alway sad when u wana sleep .Im sorry for having family problems .Im really sorry amirin .Im sorry if i dont have the guts to borrow friends hp to call u. Im sorry that I took too long to make it thru all this & still not over it. amirin .amirin. amirin .Im sorrry amirin. Its too much for me. too much for my dying brain. i need help .my brain is really trippin`. i need fish:(but i cant call her. I need to jumpe off from the tallest flat & then re-live life. Labels: upsidedown |