my name is annana.

BODY GO

see la .they didnt even jemput me to eat the food from pasar mlm.
hais
`what`s happening to my family .what s with mum?
home doesnt feel like home .im so ...sad.
& hungry.

on the other hand ,Im so glad to have another family to care for me:)
yest was super tiringg & fun as well.
there was no class .actually there is ,ha ha ~at 6pm till 9.
but i decided to skip it.
because of my cramp ;I feel so weak.
first day hor~ so i called amirin ,feeling lost & weak.
he told me to meet him outside his sch.
so yeah ,I fetched him from sch & surprised him with
a chicken wing .he he ~dektu perut monster.
went back to his house .we wanted to rest ,but then aba
says "nak ikut amek mami".
yeah so we follow !fetched mami (car)at tanah merah
& then we wanted to go to watson warehouse @ Expo.
but it was super packed .aba mengamok .HA ha ha.
& we went to bedok corner to eat.
I had carrotcake which sucks but taste abit nice.
we ate .slowly ..talkk ...abt amirin s studies ..
*baby ,mami & aba is so generous & kind to offer tt
amt to you.
I hope you make them proud & put a smile across
their cute faces*
he he he .It was a long dinner.
After dinner ,aba drove us to donnoe where.
I felt so cosy when amirin sat so close beside me in
the car & place his hand over my shoulder.
with the bantal .ha h ah a ~& the classic song :):)
parked somewhere near east coast & the four of us sat
on a ceramic bench ,so near to the sea & sand ,under
a tree .It was an awesome feeling .The wind was so
nice to us .blew me & mami s hair :D kite empat goyang
goyang kaki .he h eh ~& amirin was like keep pushing my
head to lean on his shoulder .was a very very nice time.
I wish there was a picture to capture that moment.
talk ..talk ..talk ..& at some point of time ,I feel like
crying ..wondering why arent my family as close as this.
why my parents arent as gentle as them .Im supposted to
have a really close bond with my family ,as close as I am
to amirin s family ,as comfortable as I am to amirin s family.
I wish to tell my parents what s really goin on with my life.
tt i went out with his family ,tt he s a good guy ,tt im having
a great time with them & not messing my life away.
But I knew its nver a good move .for there ll be jealousy dislikes
& lots of questioning .the ones whose suppost to ask me
haw s my sch today
werent my parents but his .Its so ..different.
I ve never kissed my mum since a long time ago
but I kissed his mum everytime we met .both of her cheeks.

I hope things will heal up bet me & my family real soon.
i know my parents want the best for me
but if they cant love me for what i ve become then its
really hard .I was bad but Im better now.
they cant erased what i was before .its very very hard.
ahh ,I dont know .At least there are still some people
who will alway make me smile & feel loved.
I love all of you who love me.
who cared abt me :D\\
EVERY little humans whom have at least make me
smile for 2sec ,I owe them lots of freee drinks.
he he he.

kayy I was carried away .so where was i?
yeak ,the beach thingy.
we sat there until aba gets sleepy cus of the wind.
went back to the car & he drove us to eastcoast mac.
we had supper there & I had vanilla milkshake.
talk again ,this time the major topic -CARS.
ha ha ~every cars tt drive thru ,we comment.
ha ha ha .& i have a thing abt dusty cars ,eeew.
after mac was home sweet home.
They send me home ,amirin send me till my lift.
I Love them so much more than I love my beautiful butt.
HUHUHU,
lets dance!!~

Anyway ,today was a boring day.
I did something to my hair .HA HA HA~
surprise surprise babeh.

byebye ,.I am super hungreyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

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