my name is annana.

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Lastly ,my dearly beloved ,amirinamirinn.
Im sorry .im sorry for all the confusion I ve made .Things like that happen sometimes ,when suddenly everything comes back .Im sorry baby.
Im sorry for making you so scared .so anxious .Thank you again ,for giving me that day off from everything ,even from you .Thank you baby .
I need space for myself too & thank you for trying so hard ,for trying your very best to give the ultimate best for me .I love you for that .For you re the only one who knows how to handle me thru my toughest attitude .I love you everyday even if I said I don`t .k tt`s contradicting .but rest assured ,I ll alway love my amirin .Baby I hope I made you a very happy boy on your bithday .A year older ,A year wiser :))I hope that 2 days I spend with you made ur birthday a memorable one .I wish you the very best for your o`s ok ?Don`t worry ,I ll alway be by your side ,.ok ?Im your only piggy .The only halal piggy that you love to hug !YAY !

Its been a year with you & i ve never regret it .My life is so colourful .Much much colourful than rainbows .The magical spark between you & me will never fadeaway .Hehe ,I love it wen u come to my room in the middle of the night just to watch me sleep & giving me gentle kisses which I don`t even realized .When u would just stare across from your window hoping to see me when u know its impossible & then I would smile so widely cus I ll be washing the dishes & I could see ur little sillhoute from my kitchen window .Hehe ~aip .I love it wen I fell asleep on your shoulder in bus rides .I love love it when u pull back my fringe & then kiss my forehead goodbye .Our bicycle ride homeee ~& especially ur little invincible eyes.
when you messed my hair & stroke my chin & say "my furryball kitty" ..
or when u asked me to behave when Im naughtyyy ,..i feel like a princess:)) a princess well-treated.

Remember my last last post ?When I said that I was confused about everything .I still am ,a little .Anyway ,for the next day ,I ignored
amirin s msges .not ignored ,just not replying .msges he send to make me feel better .giving me the space
I told him I needed .I was taking a day off ,to spend my day with myself:)
At night ,i finally called him .He was as calm as ever ,dont wanna make me annoyed .I was having a flu then .we Just talk .He told me he had to go down to buy Ikah`s milk .& then he told me ,he went back bcause he was short of cash .& 15mins later ,he said.
"u ,bukak pintu skrgg u.."
I was almost mad because i thought he wanted to meet me ..I wasn`t in the mood for that cus I just wanted to rest.
I open the door ..but there was no amirin.
there were little things on the ground.
I wanted to cry ,but I held on.
There`s a pair of my favourite contact lenses & 2 little panadols.
I was so close to crying I went silence for a moment.
& then I stared talking again ,on the phone.
He told me he rushed up the stairs after placing the stuffs there.
scared that anyone would see him.
he told me he went to the shop but was short of $2 ,so he went back to take some cash then went down again & bought it.
:(that was waay beyond caring.
I shed a feww tears.

U wanted to make me feel better so baddly ,U did stuffs that
I could ve nver imagined .U remembered when I begged for new
contact lenses like a baby as i ve lost mine ..& U bought it ~althou U
knew U ll be short of cash :(Baby thats so sweet of u .You know ur the
sweetest thing alive & u re goddamn still the sweetest thing alive & i ll treasure u as much as I treasure my own life .Thank you baby.
Thank you for making me smile & saying I Love You Preetyhead everyday:))
muahs!~Happy birthday baby.

Lots of Love,
bubu

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