my name is annana.

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i miss you blog.
i hope i ll update soon.
& ziella ,diam bodo .ha ha~//

i am a very worned out kid :'(
I have sch frm 9-9pm almost evryday :(
i have work after sch :(
& tons of hmwrk :'(
I ve only work once in 2 weeks &
I feel very very guilty :'(
but i dont think they ll buy my reasons :'(

i am very very very exhausted.
i reach home ard 10 plus if i end sch at 9pm.
& then I have to think abt my hmwrk :'(
boohoo ~//no rest time for me :'(
I wish I was still in sec sch ...still as carefree as ever.

k ...i havta do my powerpoint presentation........

I will look like a tengkorak(skeleton) by the end
of 2008.

talking abt 2008 ..gosh~Its going to end soon.
& hello to 2009 .I hope time wont tick any faster.

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hmmm .my comp is sick of my pictures.

ha h ah a ~thats why die buat hal .so I managed to

squeezie squeezie in 2 pictures today.

& since today is a nice day...

everything is abt me!

woOohOoo.

Why Its A Nice Day:

-my hair ,well ..it goes something like "aku suke rambut aku niari.."

-my eyeliner s perfect!

-i look nice today :))

-the weather is soooooooo ..i likeeeeeeee...

-night class was fun & cheery.

-printmaking was best~

-i had uncountable laughters.

-today is definitely a very very nice day!

-& amirin fetched me from sch sumore!

hehhs ~Thank you Allah ,for making today s weather cooling.

& my day a great one!

I feel like singing.

ohh i still haven done my powerpoint project due tmr.

he he ,but somehow ,Im not worried.

althou i say im gona do a good one.

HA HA HA.

what a dumbass.

kayy .shud i sleep ?or do my powerpoint?

I have no idea.

or upload pictures.

ha ha ~I am so cheeky today.

how i wish today never ends .everything

is sooooo perfect.

happy national day.
happy birthday fish!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he he he.
i love you fish & i hope u like
what i did for your birthday :))

she was working till midnight ,closing tt is.
I came ard at 11 ,he he ,by the back door.
she was arranging the newspapers & khus already
saw me .& then I hugged her from behind!
YEAYY!!! he he heh e., we hugg for 10seconds.

fish :na kau tak wish aku happy birthday...
me :buat ape ..aku dtg utk remind kau je yg jap lagi birthday kau..

ha ha ha .cute right ~& then at 12 midnight ,she was
doing buzzing .& i shouted "fishhhhhhhh HAPPY BIRTYHDAYY!"
& we hugg for 10secs again:))

so i was the first to wish .YAYYY!
i told her "aku takde hp ..so aku jumpe kau la ..so can wish at 12!personally lagi..."
he h ehe/.

& she got whip cream all over !HA HA.
its funny ."na ,,,aku takut sehh ,,kene sabohh nnt .."
HA HA HA HA .kwuang kwuang kwuang!
& she s officially the first person to get sabo(birthday)in
starbucks bigsplash !~& congrats on the 100% snapshot!

k aku shoik sendiri.
today i went to jb with my family
& im soooo veryyyyyy happy that we `ve finally talk !(mummy & i)
he he he .we bought stuffs & i got sick
halfway .boohoo~
after tt we went to catch the fireworks!
LAWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HAhaha.
then went home.

Sorry guys .I ve been very buzy with sch .im too lazy
to go to museums n such .I have some incomplete 3D models
to do ,,some reviews ..a drawingg of 6 objects & so much
more .Hais ,& i ve been meeting baby lesser n lesser now:(
& i haven been spending time with my friends.
everyday is like sch & blablalbla & artfriend.
i ve not seen amirin for 3 days & im missing him badly.

sch make me walk alot ,perspire alot ,spend alot &
its wearing me out ~I didnt come to work this whole
week & i feel very guilty .I haven even put my work
schedule cus im not so sure what xtra class i have next week.

& that reminds me of PRINTMAKINGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arghhhhhhhh fcuk!
i have to complete 10 plus 3 pieces of it & printmaking is
really very tiring .i hate it!

hais ~thinking abt it ....i feel like quiting my work.
but i will definitely miss my little bigsplash family.

fcuk .bye i wont be updating.

hello .ha ha ~2nd post.

kayy the first pikca is me now !!he he .i dyed my hair soft black

cus im tired of coloured hair .My 2nd pikca is the time when I

went to Nanyang poly for the last time maybe?

Ha ha .So ,haw?

& I paired my new hair with a pair of green contacts.

he h ehe:))mentel ,I know.

actually ,I have this streak of blonde somewhere & i wanted to

dye it purple .but the hair dresser is a faggot & he was like

irritating ,so I say just dye it all soft black.

bodo sia hairdresser!

& my hair definitely increase in volume :(

rambut ramai sehh & mcm bee hive.

takpe ,nice woOOooKayyY~!

k byebye.

anyws ,i went to gym again=))

& next ,we will go swim instead of gym.

huhu~healthy living ppl.

embek embek .can anybody buy me avril lavigne s ticket?

BOO HOO .big boo~

i want to go .If only it was like last time.

When avril first came to s`pore ,it was during april ,the

month of my birthday so

my aunt/dad bought me the ticket to the concert!

as a present.

but now ,its waaaaaay past my birthday.

huk huk!

I WANT I WANT.

i will try to get it myself!

i dont care.

see you soon avril ,i hope we wear the same

shoes again :D

Ikah looks hot & sweaty .akak also.~

he he he .is tt abg man ?ha ha .kayy ikah ,i like ur top.

kayy bye ~sch s sch .ha ha ha~nothing

to talk about .TATA TITI TUTU.

see la .they didnt even jemput me to eat the food from pasar mlm.
hais
`what`s happening to my family .what s with mum?
home doesnt feel like home .im so ...sad.
& hungry.

on the other hand ,Im so glad to have another family to care for me:)
yest was super tiringg & fun as well.
there was no class .actually there is ,ha ha ~at 6pm till 9.
but i decided to skip it.
because of my cramp ;I feel so weak.
first day hor~ so i called amirin ,feeling lost & weak.
he told me to meet him outside his sch.
so yeah ,I fetched him from sch & surprised him with
a chicken wing .he he ~dektu perut monster.
went back to his house .we wanted to rest ,but then aba
says "nak ikut amek mami".
yeah so we follow !fetched mami (car)at tanah merah
& then we wanted to go to watson warehouse @ Expo.
but it was super packed .aba mengamok .HA ha ha.
& we went to bedok corner to eat.
I had carrotcake which sucks but taste abit nice.
we ate .slowly ..talkk ...abt amirin s studies ..
*baby ,mami & aba is so generous & kind to offer tt
amt to you.
I hope you make them proud & put a smile across
their cute faces*
he he he .It was a long dinner.
After dinner ,aba drove us to donnoe where.
I felt so cosy when amirin sat so close beside me in
the car & place his hand over my shoulder.
with the bantal .ha h ah a ~& the classic song :):)
parked somewhere near east coast & the four of us sat
on a ceramic bench ,so near to the sea & sand ,under
a tree .It was an awesome feeling .The wind was so
nice to us .blew me & mami s hair :D kite empat goyang
goyang kaki .he h eh ~& amirin was like keep pushing my
head to lean on his shoulder .was a very very nice time.
I wish there was a picture to capture that moment.
talk ..talk ..talk ..& at some point of time ,I feel like
crying ..wondering why arent my family as close as this.
why my parents arent as gentle as them .Im supposted to
have a really close bond with my family ,as close as I am
to amirin s family ,as comfortable as I am to amirin s family.
I wish to tell my parents what s really goin on with my life.
tt i went out with his family ,tt he s a good guy ,tt im having
a great time with them & not messing my life away.
But I knew its nver a good move .for there ll be jealousy dislikes
& lots of questioning .the ones whose suppost to ask me
haw s my sch today
werent my parents but his .Its so ..different.
I ve never kissed my mum since a long time ago
but I kissed his mum everytime we met .both of her cheeks.

I hope things will heal up bet me & my family real soon.
i know my parents want the best for me
but if they cant love me for what i ve become then its
really hard .I was bad but Im better now.
they cant erased what i was before .its very very hard.
ahh ,I dont know .At least there are still some people
who will alway make me smile & feel loved.
I love all of you who love me.
who cared abt me :D\\
EVERY little humans whom have at least make me
smile for 2sec ,I owe them lots of freee drinks.
he he he.

kayy I was carried away .so where was i?
yeak ,the beach thingy.
we sat there until aba gets sleepy cus of the wind.
went back to the car & he drove us to eastcoast mac.
we had supper there & I had vanilla milkshake.
talk again ,this time the major topic -CARS.
ha ha ~every cars tt drive thru ,we comment.
ha ha ha .& i have a thing abt dusty cars ,eeew.
after mac was home sweet home.
They send me home ,amirin send me till my lift.
I Love them so much more than I love my beautiful butt.
HUHUHU,
lets dance!!~

Anyway ,today was a boring day.
I did something to my hair .HA HA HA~
surprise surprise babeh.

byebye ,.I am super hungreyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

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