my name is annana.

BODY GO

k im offically sad .I dont have a pair of raya heels :(:(:(:(:( 5 sad faces.
hais ~Dad didnt give me my allowance this week so I havta sacrifies my concession money .hmmm ,what a jerk !stingyyyyyy ass .argh ~Its hari
raya & he only bought me my 1stday raya kebaya .No new accesories ,no new heels ,no new bag ,no pocket money .Tak fair sehh Aba !na balek mlm pun sebab skola kn !k Maybe Im asking for too much of new things but u could at least ask me about my raya heels :(I gave hints but u totally ignored so ur actually not willing to fork out abit more money for a pathetic pair of heels .& poor mummy ,she wont be wearing new clothes or heels this raya .Nothing is of her interest :)
I wish i wish under the stars to have a happy family........a happy family......a happy family ....amin.

This is a skinny kitty with a furryball kitty .he he ~I found her under my block .She likes to selit selit eg .betw legs .Fie & me were waiting for the rain to stop so we can like go to sch & she accompanied us .My eyeliner look so thick!

This was during Amirin s birthday .HA ha h a ~I was feeling very 'gian' with guitars .I took his one & wanted to take a picture with it badlyy. k ppl ,I dont have fat legss ,its just squeezed .Between u & me ,I was being like step happy gile when amirin took this picture.

Yes !I forget to tell something .Im so proud of myself .I helped Amirin

with his canvas & Im proud of him because he did complete all his 8 boards 95% byhimself !YAYY to youuuu :DDDD .Im happy with the canvas & when we were sending it to his sch ,his t`cher praised him & I terase ;p Its a cool

piece I must say~Especially the butt ,sexxaay .Well ,teh picture above s nt so clear cus it was a rushed one ,it looks waaay better in life .Anyway ,Im proud of u.

After the whole chaos with his arts & everything ,we breakfast
Sup Tulang .I wanted the 8 pieces !*tamak* well ,his paying for it anyway.
he ordered nasi ayam .Gosh ~Ayam die crispy !I wash my hands & sawwww
hakim !Haha aha.sore eye-ing. and ....I foreverr LOOOOOOVE sup tulangssSs & mee kuah!~//

And with this picture ,I end the post saying ''GoodNight sleepyheads"\

p s ;HAPPY 17th 17th AQYLS !!!!!!!!!!my semangkes ,i love u !~//
sorry i dont have ur picture in my new lappy :(so sad.

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Good morning everyone :)!
Rise & Shine.
Im in class but its History class.
very very boringggggggggggggggggggg~ So i bought my baby ,ms lappy .hehe ~K I didn`t tag along when gundus went berbuka puase .I
think I fell asleep ?AHaiyo .Sorry guys .Guess what ,my blog is
like ,pg 13 ?HA HA HA .Amirin was like laughing =,=
"blog gegerl .Primary 6 pun leh bace"
HA HAH HA .so what dog ?k la ,its funny.

Life s pretty calm now .Everything`s going back to normal.
Amirin & me ,we had this really huge fight few days back.
It wasnt a good one & I dont wanna talk about it .Anyway ,I think I might be having a problem with my backbones .It keeps cracking so easily I feel very fragile & old .Im not hunchback ,though .Shud I visit the doctor?
I get tired easily when Im sitting straight .Or maybe am I becoming
a hunchback ?No way.

Im worried .I still dont have heels for Hari Raya .Im close to broke .yeah ,semi-broke ?ha ha .Oo yes ah !hari raya s on the 1st Oct & then my pay will be on the 7th :))double the moneyy !he he .Im excited about the money & the fact that I will like have the chance to put abit more makeup then usual .I want to look beautiful too ,like any other girls.
& then there s the money .which is obviously equals to SHOPPING!
YEAYY !~I really need to shop ,but I havta control myself from slashing my
atm too often .Ha ha ~Imma big spender .very very big spender .You guys wouldnt wana know .I already put on hold this rock-on dress which cost me $65 ?& a $23 teeshert .Deposits ...hah aha ~//Yeah .& then I need shoes ,teeshirts ,jeans ,hairbands ,ha ha h a .krit
krit krit .MY advise to ppl who likes to survey on stuffs before they buy.
"If you like it ,you have the cash ,just grab it".
because if u say "i ll think about it" ..u ll keep surveying & by then ,ur money s already gone ...ha ha h a~sad life kn gitu :))

arghh !~I need that fcuking puma shoe!!!!!!!!

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HAHaHAHAHAHAHA.
Im loving these thinggsssss

A soul from Venus with a sexual appeal 9.5 of 10.

Guys hold your breath...

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he he .I told you im sexy :D
he he hEHEHE!~
ah yer la ..gi clickk ..try korg punye.
KPO!

hello.
Im at mac.
with my lappy.
& then there`s the smell of.
mac spicy.
menggoda/goda.
sangat.

I got my hari raya clothes already.
2 pieces .its almost the same colour sehh!
HUHU.
one is tailored ,another bought.
both is kebaya ,one is sexier .ha ha~
Actually ,i wanted a baju kurung for the
tailored one since the material itself
is soo nice but my aunt insisted on making
a kebaya because she said tt i am tall & thin so
kebaya kinda fits me better .BOOHOO~!!I shudnt
have listened to her !HA ha haHAh WaaATaTAttATaEve.
& and n Im noTTttotott THin oke.
At least not lika STICCk ,or a broOm ,or a grasshoPer.
grasshopper? *krit krit*
i am tall w long legs & medium sized body.
grasshopper have long legs long body long hands long nose
long ears long wings .*big KRITTTKRITT*
HA ha .& i haven buy my raya shoe :(
I don`t have any .I already chucked my 07`s 06`s heels.
Im thinking of buying a white strappy heels.
sexy mama :))
or maybe boots ?HA Hah Aha.....baek//

OMG ,another table of 6 .ALL eating macspicy meals.
they`re chewing on their friesssssssssssssss.
TEMptationnNNns .*droooooooooool bnyk2*

back to raya ,I think this year
i ve only break fast at home like 2twice a week?
sad :((
& my family`s wearing pink.
rashid choose one =,=
krit krit kn pink !But mines not..
its between ..................and ............
he he e h eheh ehe ;p
you know I know kn.

mum:na kau this yr nk design mcm mane?
nana:na nk cam shining shining :D
mum:ooo ,manik manik..
a.rashidd came...
mum:bang ...anak u nk baju yg tu *pointing* ..die this
year nk kilat kilat la kan..

k that is very tak perlu .But just entertaining kn.
HAHAHA .
somewhere I don`t noe.
& im buying for my bruthe samping .hehe/
$15 .ANIZ !barang baek punye!
kn faris!

BAek ..lagu micheal jackson=,=
he he h e~~/////////
my body`s aching ..I tihnk i need tukang urut!
yg handsome punye .GAatals~` eh ok ape!

hmmm .there`s this fat woman beside me.
I think she`s watching something on her lappy.
muslim.
eating macspicy.
gedebak .frm just nw eat haven finish.

k la ,im gona watch prisonbreak III :))
be jealous.
be very jealous.

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This is me ,this is real

When im feeling sleepy when im still healty .see im a lil chubby on the cheeks ,now mcm skeleton.

feeling feeling sexy :)hehe.

my second post ,& im eating bee hoon tom yam.

i wonder haw my mum can cook such delicious dishes

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I find it very very,
very very me.
hehh ~

I miss making ketupats with my grandfather.
or my dad.
I quarelled with my dad.
Anyway ,I think my mum`s right.
during breakfast ,she said "Na ,muke kau cengkong skrg ..tak berisi mcm
dulu"
& I think she`s very right.
:(
Im sad .I used to be very vibrant & prettily happy:)
physically & mentally.
Now my face sucks .Its so dull I feel so ugly.
Im gettin thinner by the face ,unhealthy by the body.
few months back ,I was a healthy happy chap.
I told u im restless.
I told u i ve been thinking alot.
I told u this is not me ,not me.
I wish I wish with all my heart that annana will be back
as soon as possibly.

Tmr ,my 2weeks of break ends.
Sch as usual.
HEctic hectic I hate.

anyway ,yest was all about me.
I guess a few knew what happened.
Including min ?yeah.
Sorry for that.
& I want to say thank you fish .You`ve alway been the one
listening & understanding.
You knew even before I tell.
Like yest :)I love you.I love you very much~

u re the voice i hear inside my head,
the reason that im singing
I need to find u
i gotta find u/
& ure the missing piece i need
the song inside of me
i need to find u
i gotta find u
me ..next to u
u next to me.
I need to find u
I gottta find u
`~27th times ?:)

Im very very disturbed.
I wish everything will be fine.
Tmr`s a better day..

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Kak Nisa & me

I just miss having fun & wasting time with myself.

when I feel so bored & all I did was strumming the same old

songs with my guitar ,on my bed ,facing the ceiling.

I miss spending time at home.

Im not saying im not enjoying me & you ,its been so great.

Its just..I dont know.

Maybe im just too tiredddddddddddd//

its getting into me~

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hi ./im supposted to be sleeping but im doing some unnessasary
things & hmwrk .hais ~Im thinking too much.
too much thinking im .blabliblowww.
Im a very cranky cranky girl.
Blame it on my unconsistent sleeping time.
Sleeping also must have schedule !Haiyo.
I brought back amirin`s canvas ,so I could paint & make
do ...which made me sleep only at 7 yest :(embek.
& then I wake up at 11.30 .& fetched amirin from sch with
bicycle .& then I did something Stupid.
I breakfast at home.

My monday was spend with THEM !(2nd pictures)
aziemaifishyasfarisafiqacaphykel.
We played fireworks at our usual secret
place & yeahh ~I HAD FUNNNNNNNNNNNN!!
best giler & I love every single one of them:))
see you guys soon again pluss the rest!

..
...
....
Why am I yawning every 2mins :(
I so tired I guess .I feel like staying at home
for one whole week with just my guitar & pillow
& quilt & food & a maid to massage me.
he he he ~*k jap nk kentot*
hmmmm .Im soooooooo lazy to go to sch & work
tmr .YOu see ,im having a 2 week break
but Im still having sch :(
uhukk .saddddddddddddddddddd.
KRIT KRITTT KRIT~
fcuk ~my glue ...:(:(:(finish alreadyyy:((

You remember the look in my eyes
when U told me that this was goodbye
I was begging u not tonight
not here ,not now.

I just called Fie.
yessa ,he ll be fetching me tmr.
more time to sleep!

I think im gona watch prisonbreak 4.
got it in my thumbdrive:))
& then fell asleep while watchingg.
& then dream of me ..as Sara..
ha ha ha ~YAHU.

Anyway ,Im thinking of changing my
shampoo .I don`t think Dove`s good
enuf for my hair.
but i love the body nightbath~!
BEST !put me to sleep at ease:))
cheyy ,tinguk ar aku ,ni pun nk bilangg.

I miss being so lazy & free.

Min aku rindu kau ckap minyak wangi aku
bau sedap.

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Lastly ,my dearly beloved ,amirinamirinn.
Im sorry .im sorry for all the confusion I ve made .Things like that happen sometimes ,when suddenly everything comes back .Im sorry baby.
Im sorry for making you so scared .so anxious .Thank you again ,for giving me that day off from everything ,even from you .Thank you baby .
I need space for myself too & thank you for trying so hard ,for trying your very best to give the ultimate best for me .I love you for that .For you re the only one who knows how to handle me thru my toughest attitude .I love you everyday even if I said I don`t .k tt`s contradicting .but rest assured ,I ll alway love my amirin .Baby I hope I made you a very happy boy on your bithday .A year older ,A year wiser :))I hope that 2 days I spend with you made ur birthday a memorable one .I wish you the very best for your o`s ok ?Don`t worry ,I ll alway be by your side ,.ok ?Im your only piggy .The only halal piggy that you love to hug !YAY !

Its been a year with you & i ve never regret it .My life is so colourful .Much much colourful than rainbows .The magical spark between you & me will never fadeaway .Hehe ,I love it wen u come to my room in the middle of the night just to watch me sleep & giving me gentle kisses which I don`t even realized .When u would just stare across from your window hoping to see me when u know its impossible & then I would smile so widely cus I ll be washing the dishes & I could see ur little sillhoute from my kitchen window .Hehe ~aip .I love it wen I fell asleep on your shoulder in bus rides .I love love it when u pull back my fringe & then kiss my forehead goodbye .Our bicycle ride homeee ~& especially ur little invincible eyes.
when you messed my hair & stroke my chin & say "my furryball kitty" ..
or when u asked me to behave when Im naughtyyy ,..i feel like a princess:)) a princess well-treated.

Remember my last last post ?When I said that I was confused about everything .I still am ,a little .Anyway ,for the next day ,I ignored
amirin s msges .not ignored ,just not replying .msges he send to make me feel better .giving me the space
I told him I needed .I was taking a day off ,to spend my day with myself:)
At night ,i finally called him .He was as calm as ever ,dont wanna make me annoyed .I was having a flu then .we Just talk .He told me he had to go down to buy Ikah`s milk .& then he told me ,he went back bcause he was short of cash .& 15mins later ,he said.
"u ,bukak pintu skrgg u.."
I was almost mad because i thought he wanted to meet me ..I wasn`t in the mood for that cus I just wanted to rest.
I open the door ..but there was no amirin.
there were little things on the ground.
I wanted to cry ,but I held on.
There`s a pair of my favourite contact lenses & 2 little panadols.
I was so close to crying I went silence for a moment.
& then I stared talking again ,on the phone.
He told me he rushed up the stairs after placing the stuffs there.
scared that anyone would see him.
he told me he went to the shop but was short of $2 ,so he went back to take some cash then went down again & bought it.
:(that was waay beyond caring.
I shed a feww tears.

U wanted to make me feel better so baddly ,U did stuffs that
I could ve nver imagined .U remembered when I begged for new
contact lenses like a baby as i ve lost mine ..& U bought it ~althou U
knew U ll be short of cash :(Baby thats so sweet of u .You know ur the
sweetest thing alive & u re goddamn still the sweetest thing alive & i ll treasure u as much as I treasure my own life .Thank you baby.
Thank you for making me smile & saying I Love You Preetyhead everyday:))
muahs!~Happy birthday baby.

Lots of Love,
bubu

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Hello.

Friday was my favourite boy`s Birthday :))

Its also my friend ,Zul birthday.

& its also my nuttsykuku friend, Afann`s birthday.

so 3 in 1.

this is when I have to do a self-potrait.

its popping out actually ,like 3D.
& it was a last minute change ,so its kinda ugly:(
I wish I could do better.

what`s up eh.

Im having two weeks of break from sch.

but its still buzy for me .Lots of plans.

Lots of events .Some hmwrk .Two art exhibitions.

yet ,I have so little time.

Amirin s art canvas is due on tues ;why bother?

because im helping him.

hmmm ;lets see .homework .I have a journal to complete for investigating art class .Its not the normal journal .Not that .I havta do reviews on exhibitons like the EOB painting of the year ,& SAM ,the lesson where we did 2 portraits in an hour ,self-potrait ,biannale exhb ,hmm what else?

Ohh my !I have another exhb to go for my art scene :(!dammit .That lesson is so so BORING especiall with the racist t`cher .& then ,I have a presentation due this wed ..or thurs ?

includin powerpoint .written report .speech .hais ~~~~& not forgetting !my 1oo drawings (sketchbook) .ha ha ha ~school`s crr-aa-zyy babeh !AT LEAST its something I like doing & I won`t complain.

Anyway ,I already plan .That im gonna take sculpture

& metalmaking .Or maybe photography ?or 3D?

& dance for my art scene ?hehe. for the next sem.

MCM PAHAM DA PLAN .BADOT~

This picture was when I was waiting for Fie @ sch lounge.

I was alone & there s nothing better to do then sleeping.

ha ha haa ,tak perlu sehh caption =,=

hoho !So what happen.

Few days back ,on wed ,I breakfast with classmate.

almost all were there .Lau Pa Sat.

ha ha ha ~Afann was so proud of his new haircut

WHICH I don`t really care =,=

I laughed alot .HA ha ~we took some pictures but then I don`t know where s the pictures .huhuu.

we went back ard 9plus ?yeahk:))

YEAHKS!

& so ....This is my new hair ,amirin did it .haHa~

& I have purple & blonde streaks :))

but ..SADLY !!the purple s turning red :((

I don`t like red streaks .I want purple!

& then ..a day after the haircut ,I cut my fringe as well .HAHA~

itchy itchy tangan .Its abit short but oh well!

& this is my little rider friend ,Fie! we re in Class.

before fasting .Lollipop in mouth.

YEAHH !& this is 2 days before AVRIL`s CONCERT!

yeahk !Be jealous everyone !I went to AVRIL`s best damn tour!

heh e he .It costed me $105 & its worth every penny:))

I was & am the happiest girl on EARTH!

everyone knows haw much I looooooove avril

so ...yeah !She s very preeetayy !& cute like hell.

she played the drums ,the guitar ,the piano & she dance.

K i dont like the part when she dance .As in she`s

not supposted to DANCE !she`s a rockchicck.

but I still enjoyed it .I didn`t fast on that very day too:p

..yay !I went to her 1st concert in s`pore & this concert is waaaaay

better !~

So you ve heard.

he`s the one who accompanied at Avril`s concert:))

Thank you hunny.

& last friday ,was his birthday .We went breakfast`ing with his bestfriend
Andy andyyy & gf .yeahks ~at paya lebar .We ate SUSHI SETS !yahu & they ate makanan mama .ha ha .3 butches & a lessy & a girl came .THat lessy is
sooooooo cute sia !too bad she gave up on boys :(ni la laki ,tak appreciate.
I bet adil know whose that girl.....hehe.//

After breakingfast with andy & gf ,we went to bazaar ,bought spicy dengdeng ///chilled ..ard 10 ,we headed to birthday boy`s house !YAY!
& TAAdaAaAAa !That`s one of the pictures .he he ~his birthday cake.

Birthdayboy & his family & me :))

such love shared:))

& this was yest !SATURDAYY .his family & I ,we dined in at Sakura ,
orchard .before that ,I went to his house to paint his canvas .HA ha~
It was a fruitful 5hrs of painting ?yeahkk !~mami & aba came back ,we got
ready & off to orchard .AFter orchard was geylang ,just stop by to change birthdayboy & aba`s baju raya .Home. waiiittt !can u see all my sushisss!!
since its buffet ,i took as much as I can !the foodspreads` AWESOMEEE!ARGHH !I Like ..my last dish i ate there was fish soup .very refreshing !im gona go there again .& again & again .I shall treat my family there .yeahk!then again ,not all of my family members eat japanese food ..hmm~

syikin cook .zul beberd .ayu ra.
this was on 22nd Augusssst.

heHE .breaksssss.

my class minus Fie

Lastly ..K ,this post is kinda boring.
just recaps of some events happenning.
I don`t like to blog this wayy .but naemind .Thank you
for taking 10mins of your time reading & looking.
HAHA.

happy 17th Birthday Ayu !they say we`re like twins.

This friggin` child .Name: Afann Bin blablabla .As loud as ever ,happy
birthdayy biRTHDAyy !

& another birthday boy ...ZUl bin blablibloww...HA ha ~happy happy birthday yoha!

& lastly ...an advance one ..HA HA ~HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZUHLIK BIN INSECTISIDE ALIEN !ha ha ha .4 years & i love u ~u have new girlfriend
right .ala ,boringg ,birthday no celebration :(go la ..go enjoy tak jemput nana .after all those years ....krit kritt ..da la ..nk spray baygon ar.

ayu`s birthday cake:))

well ,this birthday cake is for all the birthdayboys/girls.

-amirinafannzulayuzuhri

FINALLY ;the one that I miss sooooooo much !I ve been wanting to update & say "i miss my gundus "but time is killin me .Anyway ,I MISS MY GUNDUS .very very very .boohoo !~but then again ,I ll be meeting them TMR !YAHUUU ~....i miss all of u .I miss iffah`s curly hair :(.i miss asking farna teletubies for guitar chords & haw come when I play it ,it didnt sound right :(,I miss noriz `s voice :(I miss ira & shuuy `s very very blurrness :(,i miss suzi ,the way she laughs ,hehe ,I miss my little ira lalala :(~...i miss mai bullying me & her gunung ledang faces :(...I miss azie`s stoned face :(.I miss ashidahh`s minahreps-ness :(.aha haha ~& then there`s farrischapiq !& acappss & afiqq & adibb ..& azam & evryone else /I miss them :((,all of them .we had so much fun .I miss you .all .all .all .very .very .much ~!fish je ,aku jumpe @ work:)

k he he .Goodnight!~

i just want to sing a birthday song for you..
Its not supposted to happen like this..
Its not right.
its not right..
its unhealthy.
it sucks out a whole lot of energy from me.
its making me duller than ever.

why can`t it be like a year ago..
when we had caramel frappucino
& i taught u how to dip the oreocheesecake
in the drink.

why can`t it be like a year ago..
when we shopped & u kissed me all
over.

when smallpigglet was still alive evryday.
& ana ..and mirin ..

amirin sayang ..i need that very very lovable
hugg :(
im tired but at least let me sing a birthday song.
I ll try to make the best of it for your birthday today.
I love you & i i love you & i still will love you.
he he .smile sexayyy:))
u turned 17teen already ,at last *shakes head*

anyway ,thank you baby for the little
surprise .IT was the sweetest thing :))
im loving it!

hello .Im like finally back ~~!!ha h ah a.
Im gona update like there`s no tmr .he he~
anywae ,I was the happiest girl on Earth on the 7th Sept.
BECAUSE I friggin` went to Avril Lavigne`s concert.
he he he h .I likeee~

She is like friggin` preeeeeeettttty & her voice.
wahhh ,amazingg zing zongg.

many things happened everyday,
but there`s just no way I could type it all out.
ha ha h a ~My life`s buzy.
very very filled .HEhe.

anywae ,friends are getting waaaay wayyy cr-az-i--er.
& i really really miss my gundus so much:(
It`s been so long since we went out.
& i miss adek & kitty too ~KITTY especially.
they are cats f.y.i =,=

so, what now...
its already fasting month.
Geylang is equal to DENGDENGsss.`
i just chopped off my hair ,i don`t know.
I have no comment abt it ,it looks the same ,feels
the same.
I think i need to buy hairfall shampoo.
haish ~& im close to broke :(sadlife.

oo !oo!
Amirin s birthday is this coming friday.
its exciting ,but mirin ,im really bad at birthday
presents :(So I hope you like my present.
happy birthday to Afann & Zul too:))

right now ,Im a very confused girl.
I keep having "what if...s"
what if this what if that..
im confused about everything ard me.
Baybeats 08` reminds me of some yrs back.
i don`t know .I`ve been thinking alot. & ALOT.
my brain is functioning so slowly ,you shud ask
amirin & fie.
Things have been very complicated or is it just me.
I can`t wait to get hold of a moto license ,.So I could
just fly & feel the windd. ....
....
I knew it.
I knew this would happen.
This part of me will come backk.
its only a matter of time:(

I hate this .I hate this.
I hate this .I guess only fish will know.
Only fish could understand.

My body is wayyyy below healthy.
my energy s being sucked out fast ,im close
to shutting down.
believe me ,i ve been like that before.

Right now ,Im very very close to my breaking
point.
I just ,hmmm ..have no positive ions left.
I need me ,I need to find annana.
I need to be a healthy piggy.

will it ever die?
can I escape from it?
01.

i feel very very small .scared.
alone .unhealthy .tired .small.
timid .trapped .fragile.

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