my name is annana.

BODY GO

im sitting at starbucks concourse .I followed min to work & here I am .He present me with his lappy ;keep me company .So ~Im watching The Hills season 1 .Just wana look back .I finished season 4 already .Do I have to tell it all ?ha ha .Amirin asked me out but I said I wana hang out with my friends .No one was free .Even my baby Rifhan .I miss her :(It felt like yrs since we'v met & yesterday was her birthday .I didn't get to go to her party though cus of sch & today I skipped all classes .Great or what .I bought mee kuah & Im still waiting for min to have his break so we could share .I usually buy cranberry &walnut toast but I pass it .It reminds me of my very own cranberrywalnut toast .He made me sad .But im not that mad .I mean ,he must have been feeling his worst .Now ,his rotting at home .Thats what he saidd/Oowell.

I feel like wearing a wig right now .I hate my hair colour its like there's so many colours involved like i've dyed so many times & it all ended up being this colour tt doesn't even have a name to it !wateve =.=Its getting really cold in here & now im like mumbling to myself what im writing so I think I look stupid right now .ha ha ha ha ~well ,I used to be called a physco when I was in sec sch :))HA HA HA .I hated that ok .I nver liked it.

hello im back .i just had dinner with min .The mee kuah SCUKS!

k i would loveeeeeeee to blog more but andy's here & I wana watch the hills .so goodday.
have fun smile alway.

love ana.

hey marilyn :))

I told u im not smiling.

chilling after Chai Chee Seafood Restaurant.

we had brownies & ice cream.

in the car to amirin's uncle new house.

& that's his mum.

worned out.

I have smelly feet in the morning .Oh yes I wore shoes & didnt wash up.

My eyeliner smudged so much .ha ha .I skipped morning class today .I woke up late & wasnt feeling the vibe .History vibe .HA HA .& its my first time skipping this class so yeah .I'm killing the time by watching The Hills & Newport Harbour .Im lovin' it baby .and I hate spencer .I love lauren & audrina & chrissy & clay .ha ha.

Im having problems being happy .When did it get so hard to smile each time I wake up in the morning ?No ,I'm not depressed =,=thats a strong word .I'm just loooooooooooooooooooossssssst.

I think I'm gonna take a bath ,get ready ,eat something then chaow .I need to get to the ATM machine again to do the transfer .Its killing me .I'm sorry fish .I can't click with the Atm machine =,=?

No im getting it done.

Dear amirin ,what have u done .what have u done .Im sorry for turning my back on u & just switched off .I knew something wasn't right .Right.

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Pictures from ziella's lappy :))Im happy today .I did alot on my assignments

& im meeting my boyfriend for early dinner ?He just wants to eat chicken today =,=

k he just texted me !gotta run hunney.

I feel like giving myself up.

giving up of everything there is & was.

I have a great boyfriend ,no doubt .The one that I could turn to ,talk abt anything & everything under the sun .Yet .I am not satisfied .Something about life doesnt works for me .Its not working .I have everythg I need now .My dream school .A shelter .Fabulous friends .Cute clothes .Great boyfriend .But there's just something that's not working right now .I don't know .I think im sad like when u dig in me like deep enough u'll see that Im not all happy .I don't know .I still don't get it .It is alway like this ?Like ,you'll never be satisfied w your possesions or what ?Tell me man .Oh well ,Im gona continue with schoolwork .My brainjuice is working like extra creative today :))

Wow ,whirlwind of emotions
inside of me.
I need my guitar:(

I realise somethg.
I respond to things differently,
or I just like give the Kritt face.
ha ha.

I hate stereotype.

I need to be tall.
& more fleshy.

Labels: emotions

Amirin's family & me are going to give a birthday surprise
to his father ,Mr.Amme @ 12.It's the man's birthday :))
happy birthday big man !May u be happy & handsome =,=

Labels: another birthday celebration

Ju Me Afann Zul Ica.

Im going to try to be a nice girl.

I am nice ,just sometimes I get so mean ,I can say

hunndreds of bad things about a person in

a single breathe:))

Bitchy ?ha ha ,yes.

30mins of destressing=the hills :))

& prisonbreak.

Such tiredness overwhelms my body ,I didnt even know I ve

fallen asleep ,like a corpse .I look terrible !With leftover eyemake up & sticky body & clothes .Sad littlesheep I am :((I can feel my flesh becoming lesser & lesser .I should be learning guitar chords to the song Yellow .The part that goes something like "your skin & bones" ..Im left w skin & bones !ha ha .Whatever ,at least Im not aneroxic . Oh Thank you.

hungry .I had 2 fried chicken .Oily & a little crispy .I eat only healthy to semi-healthy food ,like few days back ,mum's cooking was kinda brutal so I decided to make myself soup !HA HA ,it taste yucky !But thanks to mum's 3mins of walking-thru-the-kitchen-to-take-a-glass-of-water ,she stop & taste & said "Add chicken stock cube" &waaalaa !~stylish ar ma!

Therefore ,Night's menu:Non-vegetarian Soup & Ikan bawal goreng.

& Today's Menu:Udara bilikku & krit.

k the hills time!

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Caption: Like a baby.

hello friends .Its my second post for the day & I ve been wee wee-ing for the past 4hours .I think its because of the Nata De Cocosssss i ve been consuming .hehhs ~Im hungry again & my little bruther`` getting mee kuah for me !YAY !weeehee ~//

it sucks how my merlion that im trying to draw turns out looking like a pig !Ugh ~I ve been working hard on my landscape drawing but I guess I really hate drawing buildings .Stuffs like 3d dimensionshyts .I hate it !I fcuk hate it man !& it sucks that my mee kkuah taste suckish .Boohoo ~I wanted to tear my piece but Im left w no more A2 so nw ,instead of tearing ,im using the backside of it .Pathetic right ~

hello im sstill doing my landscape .this thing is killing me right now ...Ooo boyfriend ,im sorry i keep scolding u nowadays .Im just too caught up with sch work ,I dont even have time for myself ,for us .Evrything is against me so its kinda hard to not be angry slash cranky slash moody & im 90% tired so I hope u ll understandd .I still need u by my side .Its gonna be over soon & soon enuf ,I ll be as healthy & enjoying life again!:))

k im gona go nw .My landscape calling me.

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See my arms !Im left with skin & bones !ha ha ,im making a fool of myself.

This is how skinny I am now :))Sad Life !ha ha ha .plus I ve been falling sick on & off for a whole week ,I even told Amirin Im tired of taking medicines .Boohoo help :( ha ha .I bought a kimono looking black dress & its more than cute !weEehee :))Lets see .I need a new pair of contacts .A pencil skirt w a front slit .An i-dont-knw-hw-2-describe skirt .A ruffled top .That forever 21 white tutu-like dress .& I need my monthly doze of ripcurl/quiksilver/volcom .I need my $600 monthly pay :((Anyone can offer me a job that pays $900 a month ?Boohoo ,I dont like the taste of my tongue when sick & I dont like to wee wee when im sick.

YAY !Britney s back !Yahu !ha ha ha ~I love Britney .She was so hot last time .Hehhs ~//Then she became disgusting .And then !She s Back !huhu .she s a hawwwwtyy :)))

IM HUNGRRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!

Ooh ya ,when you re sick ,do you see everything yellowish yellowish in colour ?I do !& i dont like it ~Puui.

Labels: sickly

Today is a happy day for me .Im picking up on my meals .I eat better & abit more .Im catching up on my sleeps .Basically ,Im re/energised yay !Yest I organised my sch assigments .Im on my way to success yay !But sad thing ,I received a warning letter from Nafa .Im ok with it .Most of it was because Im late :))So now ,Im spending a little time to blog .To tell the world that Im happy :))Yeah .I also settled some things already ,so its not bothering me anymore .Im happy .The littlegirl s happy .On the other hand ,Im sick .Im having this on off on off fever =,=but im happy that mum
knew that im sick .She saw my medicine`s plastic & asked me .I once told them tt im sick bt they couldnt be bothered .At least nw mum knew :))She made the effort to buy me ChengTeng & putu piring .Im so happy !Mum cares !Nw she s off to pasir ris jemputan .As for my father ,dont bother asking .He is still the meanest & noone can negotiate anythg w him .He sucks !I dont need u to be proud of me & I dont want to prove to u anythg.

I really like this thingg here .I dont know what it is but it taste so baby baby .Hehhs ~I likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,,

I miss this bloody littlegirl .Ikahhh ! !!!!!!!!!~She s been asking Amirin "Anty ana mane .anty ana skul eh .anty ana mane Anty ana takde "Its sad tt I cant meet her today & today its her mum s 22 Birthday !!YAYY !I love the both of them :))

Cute or what amek gamba beside flowers .Ha ha ~Anyway for this raya I didnt get to jln raya with Amirin :(Oh !This is my house !Yahu ~

And the pictures below .Ha ha ~Using Ziella s webcam .I was sick & too stressed up with my cardboard thingy I took a break w e webcam .5 mins only eh Ziella.HAHA.

That s Brian ;expert in Photoshop.

The pictures w Brian was one of the last ones we took.

stress ar .ha ha

That guy there ,his name is Fish & behind him ,its Ica.

I hate my Hp s flash !Fcuk bright.

Ziella muke mintak kene kepang.

& this was waaaay back during Andy s Birthday :))Andy s the one holding the cake .Ish ~I look at the picture ....smcm Gangster ah korg .Ha ha~//k kasi chance .Anyyhoo ...This is my ubi people :))I met them when I was gegerl sec2 .he he~

4 yrs of useless friendship .Ha ha haha ~muke same je tak tuka tuka.

4 yrs of useful friendshipp & 3weeks of schmates in Nanyang poly .ha ha~

I didnt take a picture with hakim .Zuhri Min & Akim .We used to go out everyweekends or holidays together & then I used to chill with akim & andy & andiqah & her lil irritating bruther .I miss those times la korg .When zuhri fcuk stupitt played w the escalator @ esplanade .HA HA HA on a friday .&when the 3 of them karaoked at Zuhri s house ,use the tv remote as microphones .HA HA HA& alot of stupid stuffs ,I just lay on the floor w bantal & laughed .it was fcukin funny !& the pictures of u 3 wearing underwears ,it was at zuhri s & I was on the phone w akim !ha h aha .& zuhri sesat sendiri pat daerah rumah kallang die =,=we had so much fun together ,we were behaving like kidss ,still carefree :)))))))))))))))))))I MISS I MISS I MISS.

This was few days back when we have to do our Investigating Art assigment @ Raffles .Snapped some landscapes ,must have nice perspectives .Im not as good as them when it comes to photgraphy but I did took some nice pictures.

me ziella ica kin ayu fit

Thats all .Hehhs ~Now im gona continue w my assignment ;half-completed .I need A2 cartridge paper right now //Argh .Shit i forgot about printmaking .Boohoo.k

im happy .Thanks for making me

happy.

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